i hate finals. i hate the studying, i hate the searching, i hate that sick feeling you get in the pit of your stomach as the teacher hands out the test. and i REALLY hate the pressure to get an A. SO annoying! so far in my high school career, i haven't had to face the discouragement of getting a B in a class, but i always have a serious mental breakdown at the end of every tri. and this tri is no exception. especially since my Algebra teacher wasn't there on the day we took our final, and so she STILL hasn't posted grades! AHHH! it is slowly killing me inside. seriously.
anyways... i was in a musical in february. our schools production of "The Sound of Music". a fresman got the part of maria.. LAME-SAUCE! but it's ok. i've come to terms with the fact that i will never be good enough for a main part. oh.. sad day. =( this realization has been cemented by the fact that i am once again a townsperson for our communities rendition of "Cinderella". the two main parts are being played by two people who have never even been in a musical before! it's a seriously hit to my ego. but enough feeling sorry for myself. it's still waaaay fun! and i love it! a lot! it's AMAZING! and actually, i should be complaining about SOM.. cuz i did get a small singing part. i even had 2 lines! YA BABY! and my little sister was Marta.. and she was the cutest one up there! =) all right.. that's it for me! peace out!
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That is awesome you are done with finals, i am too and know how you feel about not knowing what your going to get. I am sure you will do amazing. Good Luck!
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