Ok... So my best friend has recently got a boyfriend. Let's call him.. Koby. He is a total jerk, in a friendly sort of way, and I don't like him. But my friend.. let's call her Marin.. likes him A LOT. and it is SO INCREDIBLY ANNOYING. I must admit.. before I met him she made him sound like her perfect match, and because she was in love with a buddhist guy at the time, I totally supported this relationship. But now he has totally taken over my part in her life. She talks about him all the time, texts him constantly, and dedicates all her free time to him. We have nothing to talk about now, because I strongly dislike her new man. I feel like I've lost a sister, because that's honestly what she was to me. An older sister. Something I have never had as the oldest child in my family. And it's not just the fact that he's her whole world. Her personality has changed. Something about her now just makes her annoying and loud and mushy all the time. I don't know what to do. Guess I just needed to vent for a while. I still don't feel better....
Saturday, March 14, 2009
Thursday, March 5, 2009
FINALS ARE OVER!
i hate finals. i hate the studying, i hate the searching, i hate that sick feeling you get in the pit of your stomach as the teacher hands out the test. and i REALLY hate the pressure to get an A. SO annoying! so far in my high school career, i haven't had to face the discouragement of getting a B in a class, but i always have a serious mental breakdown at the end of every tri. and this tri is no exception. especially since my Algebra teacher wasn't there on the day we took our final, and so she STILL hasn't posted grades! AHHH! it is slowly killing me inside. seriously.
anyways... i was in a musical in february. our schools production of "The Sound of Music". a fresman got the part of maria.. LAME-SAUCE! but it's ok. i've come to terms with the fact that i will never be good enough for a main part. oh.. sad day. =( this realization has been cemented by the fact that i am once again a townsperson for our communities rendition of "Cinderella". the two main parts are being played by two people who have never even been in a musical before! it's a seriously hit to my ego. but enough feeling sorry for myself. it's still waaaay fun! and i love it! a lot! it's AMAZING! and actually, i should be complaining about SOM.. cuz i did get a small singing part. i even had 2 lines! YA BABY! and my little sister was Marta.. and she was the cutest one up there! =) all right.. that's it for me! peace out!
anyways... i was in a musical in february. our schools production of "The Sound of Music". a fresman got the part of maria.. LAME-SAUCE! but it's ok. i've come to terms with the fact that i will never be good enough for a main part. oh.. sad day. =( this realization has been cemented by the fact that i am once again a townsperson for our communities rendition of "Cinderella". the two main parts are being played by two people who have never even been in a musical before! it's a seriously hit to my ego. but enough feeling sorry for myself. it's still waaaay fun! and i love it! a lot! it's AMAZING! and actually, i should be complaining about SOM.. cuz i did get a small singing part. i even had 2 lines! YA BABY! and my little sister was Marta.. and she was the cutest one up there! =) all right.. that's it for me! peace out!
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